Today is a day that exacerbated my existential crisis ... do not know why ...
Arriving at the office was very hard through the door and entering the world outside also reminds me that everything is going very badly ... maybe that's why I stopped going to office ... I confess that it hurt a lot to hear people with their problems ... and insists to continue in the same ... no many minds want to solve ... always keeping the solution in their hands ... and yet continuing a strong desire to live there .... complicated but what hurt me most was to see that those who fall victim are always the children ... adult victims who decide not to ... is not responsible ... who go through life just to live ... without worrying about the larger meaning of our existence ... and how important it is to find a meaning to each of the circumstances they live. Coldly watching it is not so hard to be happy ... is more complicated to be unhappy ... and yet we have an awesome facility to complicate our existence ... merecemo many to master in such things.
With the country is exactly the same thing happens in families ... in all homes ... all have the solution ... patient and tolerant but we expect someone else to solve it ... the government ... our heads ... Members ... politicians ... Officials ... teachers .... etc ... and not going out there .... the solution is in our hands ... we have the change and the possibility ... is not anywhere else.
hurts everything that happens ... it really hurts ... and I constantly wonder what the world will come to you my little Adda Sofia ... I am very concerned and start asking me question about honesty ... the truth ... justice ... and have to answer that are no longer needed ... there are no ... and that the world is getting worse ... I have no answers ... I have honestly not.
Today talked with a friend ... and said that if it were not for my little Sofia ... I think it would be a hermit ... I would move far away in a beautiful place in my state ... a living raising cows, chickens and writing ... writing about everything ... about life ... about how great it is to love ... about what existence is overwhelming when you have a sense ... but maybe no one will read ...
definitely woke up today not well .... or maybe I woke up very realistic ... to look pretty fantastic in the world ... scares me everything that happens ... and no where to go ... I refuse to believe that my future and my destiny is just in these four walls ... and dependent on someone else ... a boss who decides what will become of me ... my future career ... and therefore of my dreams ... of my ideals ... I am not resigned ... I keep my spirit ... but I need to get out of here ... keep running and all I have ... that I feel I'm missing ....
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