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Friends ... FILE is celebrating ... because receives its FIRST PRIZE ... and better than PERSONAL EFFORT AWARD ...

I'm very excited ... This award was given by my dearest GABRIEL GUERRERO, author of Blog MEXICAN DISCRETION.

Record is a very special place for me ... is not only a tribute to my father a very special being ... but a place to express my deepest feelings about life and freedom.

rules on receiving the award are:

1 .- When receiving the award has to write a post showing the award and must include the name of the blog or you web gives it and link to that blog post or website that you named the winner.

2 .- Choose a minimum of 7 blogs that you think are conspicuous by their thematic and / or its design. Write their names and links to them. Tell them that they have been awarded the "Premio personal effort." For pickup.

3 .- Optional. Award proudly display in your blog post link to making you write about it.

So after receiving and displaying the award with pride and emotion ... I turn now to grant it, and I confess which is the part that I always have trouble .. I do not usually so ... but this time to detail it deserves so beautiful ...

1 .- To my dear friend VIDITER , author of the blog LA VIDA ES BELLA , a place she describes as her virtual canton contains many of his hallucinations, loves and hates; jokes , hobbies and art. Vidita is a wonderful woman and mother, a sensitive and authentic look of reality ... is a pleasure to read and live their lyrics.

2 .- To my dear friend VIVIANA , author of the blog VIVIANA EN VIVO , space she describes as Confessions of a neurotic mother .... but in reality is a woman who also admire you for being Luchon, sensitive and wonderful mother. A psychologist by profession and in his lyrics will always find live Viviana, in every sense of the word.

3 .- To my dear friend ELISA ALTAMIRANO, author of the blog FREE ENTRY, space described as a call to reflection, to think about thinking and constructive criticism. Elisa is a person who has been able to face and overcome many adversities and situations of life. His lyrics always find sincerity, honesty and reflection, impregnated a great love for life.

4 .- To my dear friend Cuquita holster, author of the blog, Entrevero , sensitive woman, highly reflective and realistic. The topics addressed pussy we invite criticism and reflection of this reality before us daily, I love visiting your blog in comments that you create a delightful atmosphere of camaraderie, almost as if on an afternoon coffee with a good group of friends ... where we all express our feelings and point of view as if we knew our lifetime.

5 .- My dear friend Kathy , author of the blog WOMEN OVER 40, is a space that recently discovered and which I found excellent, space for women who want to share our life experiences with other women who feel, think and look like us, with sensitivity and intelligence.

6 .- My dear friend Akash , author of the blog, awaken consciousness, she described as a hybrid of vampire and philosopher of chiaroscuro. In his virtual house always find pictures taken by her side to show us more human and realistic view of our beloved Mexico. Through his eyes vampire leads to awakening our consciences and sleeping among so cold.

7 .- My dear friend KARINA, author of the blog PHILOSOPHER. Karina is the author of several blogs, I love them all, but my favorite is philosophizing, the way it deals with various issues that fascinates me is not only based on the simple point of view, but livelihoods wrote texts, always referred to various authors, other texts and read everything becomes a learning process.

After giving this beautiful award, I realized it was a pure women, I hope my male friends do not feel for not being included ... but I have que reconocer que estas mujeres son dignas merecedoras por ser realmente BRILLANTES.

Gracias a todos por visitar Expediente, por compartir conmigo el amor que tengo a mi padre, a mi familia y al periodismo.

Gracias Gabriel por esta mención... ha sido todo un placer.

UN BESO A TODOS.

When A Horse's Cannon Is Hot

PERSONAL EFFORT AWARD GOING TO DREAM .... I HAVE WINGS

Hace unos días me sucedió nuevamente algo mágico con mi pequeña Adda Sofía...

Jugábamos al juego de los nombres:

"Walking through the woods I found a cow, and having no name" Mariluz "I'll, oh Mariluz abutting are you ...."

The secret of the song is RIEF changing the name to the vaquita ... but suddenly sofia said: "Tu te llamas Mariluz Adda" ... quite sure that I called as she, and I said no, that I only called Mariluz ... Adda Sofia was very sad and angry, began to mourn and told me that she would not be called Adda, which Mariluz as I wanted to call., I explained that was the name of his aunt Adda and that's why they call it that, but still mad I said I did not return adda say that he wanted to be Mariluz that loved me.

I confess that I was touched, hugged her and explain why he had chosen that name for her ...

"My little one, I believe in fairies, you're my little fairy, with wings ... are magical as the fairy tales, like all those fairy decorate your room, so I bought them because they are like you, so I chose that name for you ... "

Sophia looked at me with her big blue eyes and left to mourn:

Sofia: " Mom "I have my wings?"

Mariluz: "If daughter, you have your wings like a real Fairy"

Sofia: "Mom, I have my wings ... Do you say something? Tonight I'll dream that I have wings .... and I fly to the clouds and the sun ...."

gave me a big hug and a big kiss.

some video last night while searching for the post ... I found this beautiful song apparently made exclusively for my little girl and I ... I showed it to me again and excited to say that had its wings and had dreamed of flying high.

I love my little ... and I touched the magic with which she looks at life and how I help my to watch the magic of the circumstances ... especially when pain and fatigue reach me ... I hope to always help, accompany her on the path that leads to use their wings ... to achieve their dreams and everything you want ...


My parents accompanied me forever ... My father was always on me to make all my dreams ... I'm sure you still with me ... and in every circumstance magic live with my small he is there ... That is the secret of reality ... always speaks to us ... but you have an open heart to listen ... so today ... and always Sofia my little Adda ... VOY A DREAM THAT I HAVE WINGS.

A kiss to all.

This Post and this song is dedicated to you MARIA SOL ... a small Fairy came 15 years to our lives and has taught us with his life what is WINGS FLY WITH LARGE, My heart for you Sol ...

(Do not forget to pause the music of the blog)

I do believe in fairies
From: Carol Corrêa

Once upon a time ... A girl believed
;
In fairy tales,
her mom told her.

believed in love ... I was hoping
;
That someday achieved,
Make your dreams reality.

I do believe in fairies ...
fairies, beautiful fairy ...
I float with their wings.
Ask your magic wand
Award me a wish.
close my eyes and see;
That all can come true. She grew

... but still believe in fairies;
and hugging her pillow,
She daydreams.
with her prince charming;
In his white horse,
think it would be like;
When you find ...

I do believe in fairies ...
fairies, beautiful fairy ...
I float with their wings.
Ask your magic wand
Award me a wish.
close my eyes and see;
That all can come true.

find a treasure ...
Magnifier With magic, you'll see stars
ecendidas,
That will enlighten you.
is just believe;
that arise in your life,
Just as you need. Your history
have a happy ending.

I do believe in fairies ... Floating
with their wings.
Me grant a wish.
close my eyes and see;
That all can come true.

Safe Days For Intercourse

"WINE ONLY HOPE" LETTER TO MY FATHER

These days have not been easy ... I dare say they have been very difficult ... using the term difficult in the sense of something that is not in my hands ... that is out of my control ... generally expect that everything is in place ... things go as planned ... uncertainty and unexpected stresses us crazy us ...

things in my work may seem uncertain or unexpected ... the truth is that they are no longer ... expect the worst is not being negative ... is to be aware of that reality in my workplace is the corruption, evil ... expect these things every day and do not fatigue me ... saddens me ...

With a baby is confirmed that in life there is the Human Being who is in control of situations ... to a small being that is not pefect and who must be aware to take care, take care and help you live to grow, the circumstances are unexpected, and parents is the biggest test of "living under pressure" in all its nuances taking into account the economic, health, emotional state and everything that involves ... it was calm can be described easily as CHAOS ....

But who wants to live in chaos?, who want the uncertainty and the unexpected?
But that's life ...
Preparing for life is to learn to solve and address the circumstances ... but not so easy ... is easy to break a situation our desired balance ...
A baby in our lives ... is the clearest evidence that the balance is formed with a myriad of experiences.

way to work yesterday called my attention to a phrase written on the back of a bus: "WINE ONLY HOPE" ... immediately thought of my children ... since birth Rafael 've lived a number of situations totally unexpected ... the harder and more painful was a night when my little aspirate as a result of suffering from reflux since she was a month I can not forget his eyes looking at me with the knowledge that I could help her mother, quickly rushed to the hospital, luckily did not pass again, but from that moment the doctor warned us that we could not sleep soundly without being elude him, and that preference will be accommodated for the night in his carrier, which now has become his inseparable companion.

That confidence that my children and all children everywhere have to feel that their parents and adults can look after them and help us really committed to living responsibly, we can not afford to live without thinking about the consequences of our actions, millions of people firmly believe that adults are able, it hurts me to see everything that happens today will confirm the contrary .. . making them feel hopelessness, and fear.

la'mamá few days ago a fellow of the Academy Sofia told me he wanted to make an appointment to attend her in the office, they had just finished his little psychiatric treatment, currently has 6, but since he 3 years have DEPRESSION, apparently the girl meant constant desire die.

in the office I've seen plenty of sad and disappointed children adults, who had placed all his confidence ... do not understand is contradicted by disclosing the values \u200b\u200bbut not fulfilled, that offend, attack and hurt others regardless of ... without realizing that they send the message that no cares themselves, their children ... because if you do not care to improve the world you live, then do not worry the fact and reality that you leave to your children.

Everyday I say I can not lose hope ... the eyes of my children gives me ... I remember it, they are the most concrete way that there is hope and that I maintain it for them, for me and for all.

My little called Rafael like my father, a man who lived with the hope that in this world, things could always be better ... a being that made me feel by their actions to life, security and confidence that "was worth coming to this world by a hope."

A kiss to all.

And for those who asked me more pictures of my little, here are some just to show off ... as well as I love this video ... (Do not forget to pause the music of the blog)

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Several months ago I did not write in FILE, confess that I am not easy ... especially when it enters the month of November we celebrate the dead in my country ... and Day 1 is just the birthday of my father.


Today I write as part of an exercise that my therapist left me .... I tell them I'm in therapy ... I've always said as psychologist at some point we all should and need to resort to therapy ... This is something magical and movements achieved important changes in our lives ... is an experience worth living.


for the second time I think I got the time to get help to overcome some things that only I could not fix.


I tell them that I started with something that really knocked me and it was the situation in my work ... I learned and discovered several things ... My job is not the center of my life ... the center of my life I am ... and everything that revolves around me have the importance that I want to ... I have decided that anything significant will help me grow and be better ... what not to do and actually prevents me ... not have the importance that it deserves. Also discovered once more that my value I give it to me ... to the extent that I recognize myself as I have value and all of what I can ... wonderful things will happen ... while I sit in the door to see life pass and wait without moving Apas and for something to happen and suddenly someone discovers how wonderful I am ... NOTHING WILL HAPPEN ... everything will stay the same or maybe worse, one circulating in the existence and acknowledging every time ... I will discover is that I can and as far as I can get ... that will always be as far as I so choose.


The second work is death my father .... I let my therapist wisely task to write a letter to my father ... In therapy I discovered that the mourning for the death of my father has not been exceeded ... I think 6 years are enough, (in psychology and is a time considered pathological) and it is time to live my life with all that the experience has left me as there ... but always bearing in mind that is my life, he lived as his best and I thought he did great, now my turn.


Then I transcribe the letter that came straight from my heart.


PAPA ....


not find the right words to express all I feel right now ... about you is easy ... I talk to you becomes complicated. Tapeworms


the perfect gift to recognize my feelings and what happened to me at all times, I miss you, really can not imagine how much, it hurts to acknowledge that I have not been able to overcome your game, do not understand, do not understand your , you were a wonderful human being you had to go, you really needed you, and every moment I can not help feeling that I miss you.


At first I was angry with God, I complained that I have been on my side, I reproached the one to take people always worthwhile and leave the bad to enjoy it all. It did not want to leave, your family, home, at work, your grandchildren, your life, for you were very important.


remember your picture in the living room couch by the window staring outside, I would have liked to know you thought .... but I am sure that you reflect on what the future held, suffered much in your condition., and I think what hurt was but you leave your job, something you really enjoy and you did like a few, I dare say that as anyone concerned about our security also you, your economy and what would happen to us to not be present.


I have many things to tell you in my life have happened a myriad of things I'm sure you share with joy and pride .... I always wonder what you think of me and my life, and if you feel proud of me.


case I'll tell you, after that tragic divorce, things improved incredibly in my love life, I remember one day before your death, I asked several times if josé coming weekend to see me and he was in Mérida, called my attention your insistence, I said it was a great kid and you were glad that I was with him, I told you that we are not married in December as we planned, then we would expect the decree of annulment to get married in the church I was very happy and congratulated me ... 5 years since we married and our love has borne fruit, first came Adda Sofia, if you saw her fall in love you as much as I have your sensitivity and intelligence, is smart, cute and sweet, observant, introspective, quite different from the children of his age, has his eyes blue is beautiful, I can tell you in April will Rafael, and I'm anxious to know how to be, is restless and constantly kicking me and telling me all the time here I am ... I think it always will, be a small to a secure existence and uneasy I will say it is this, I'll put your name, I'm excited to know that child would like you to call.


Professionally things have happened do not even imagine, I began to write ... and now I know why I was fascinated ... express what we feel and what we think is an exercise for the soul, especially if you share and help with this to everyone around you ... I learned that freedom of expression entails great responsibility ... You have been my example, your ethics and your attitude to life led me ... I won a prize for an article, and I am publishing in the Journal of Yucatan, just imagine, the Journal always admired ... I have my office, a space where I can be who I am, I have my clients and my reputation ... I warmly thank the sacrifice involved for you to give me my college career I chose, I really appreciate it, was my best legacy ... Thanks to this, I have a paying job, you could not live with my promotion, I've been 6 years as Area Coordinator of Psychology, and I explained how I could survive, always at every moment being in that institution I wonder what would you do for me each time I have a problem or situation to resolve ... I always admired your ability to survive in a very complicated job with a boss like you had ... and worse still in a place never recognized or appreciated how great you were, as a journalist and as a person ... the working world is not easy ... but there I go ...


I love you were here just a moment to see what I have achieved ... and I have ... alucinaría you will see the house and the car ... your dreams were always to have a late model car of the year ... and give me a car ... I can proudly say now that I got it dad ... with sacrifices and efforts ... I did, I have my home a beautiful car of the year ... myself that I can not believe I have ... I like both handling it with me ... you to share all my happiness ... I hardly think you do if you're not there ... sorry if Sofia and now Rafa could not know, but I'll see that through my life and my words you know ... that every time I look at Sophie and feel Rafa my belly you're in them ... Dad your life transcends each of us ... you always, even though the pain made me wonder.


I love you ... I love you a lot ... you were my friend ... I admire you and admire you forever ... I miss you ... I will miss you forever .... will be difficult to transform pain into something that helps me to continue and to grow ... I have done many things in your name ... but you'd like to do from now on my name, always thinking of your memory ... the best tribute to your life ... be doing something valuable of mine ... I mean the fact grow as human beings to enjoy and learn from what has touched me ... from what I've chosen ... I understand your love to us, to your daughters, your wife, your family ... the best gift life has given me are my children, my home ... and like you do not want to leave them for a moment, and greatly enjoy being with them.


Cuidanos dad ... it always will be ... I promise that I no longer cry or regret for your absence, that things will always be of joy and strength ... the lived like you ... Thank you for your life nobly lived ... I expect an equal and give me your grandchildren ... I remember your words: "Think I only guided by the desire to give sound advice, emanating from a painful experience, that when I am not more than a marble, a name and date understand the great hopes he had locked my heart for your life, and understand that you were the only reason that made me fear death, maybe then his face tanned noble fighters, rolling quietly a few tears shed in memory of those who only wish you knew a life nobly lived. "I promise that it will ... indeed I promise, no more tears ... my life speak for itself ... will.

Your skinny.

Mariluz.

A kiss to all