Thursday, August 30, 2007

Church Birthday Welcomes

TODAY CAN BE A BIG DAY "

knew was the life ... I definitely do not doubt ... for those who read my previous post ... I think they could tell the crisis was going through at that time ... mainly caused by the problems in my work ... in the professional aspect of my life ... That same day I noticed one of the best news they could give me a good time, and would like to share with you ... and I take this beautiful and symbolic meaning FILE space, to give this good news: I'M PREGNANT , Joseph and I will have the joy of being parents again.

All questions that I have no answers will now be raised by Sophie and her brother @ ... and have to work hard on my person ... especially in my spirit to keep everything valuable that I inherited and do not lose it ... to be the best company in their beautiful children and as I allow acompañarl @ s.

I leave this beautiful video I found that seem right for this moment ... in which life shows me who wants it or not TODAY CAN BE A GREAT DAY ....

A kiss to all.


Monday, August 27, 2007

Wording Congratulation Card Engagement

" disoriented "


Today is a day that exacerbated my existential crisis ... do not know why ...


Arriving at the office was very hard through the door and entering the world outside also reminds me that everything is going very badly ... maybe that's why I stopped going to office ... I confess that it hurt a lot to hear people with their problems ... and insists to continue in the same ... no many minds want to solve ... always keeping the solution in their hands ... and yet continuing a strong desire to live there .... complicated but what hurt me most was to see that those who fall victim are always the children ... adult victims who decide not to ... is not responsible ... who go through life just to live ... without worrying about the larger meaning of our existence ... and how important it is to find a meaning to each of the circumstances they live. Coldly watching it is not so hard to be happy ... is more complicated to be unhappy ... and yet we have an awesome facility to complicate our existence ... merecemo many to master in such things.


With the country is exactly the same thing happens in families ... in all homes ... all have the solution ... patient and tolerant but we expect someone else to solve it ... the government ... our heads ... Members ... politicians ... Officials ... teachers .... etc ... and not going out there .... the solution is in our hands ... we have the change and the possibility ... is not anywhere else.


hurts everything that happens ... it really hurts ... and I constantly wonder what the world will come to you my little Adda Sofia ... I am very concerned and start asking me question about honesty ... the truth ... justice ... and have to answer that are no longer needed ... there are no ... and that the world is getting worse ... I have no answers ... I have honestly not.


Today talked with a friend ... and said that if it were not for my little Sofia ... I think it would be a hermit ... I would move far away in a beautiful place in my state ... a living raising cows, chickens and writing ... writing about everything ... about life ... about how great it is to love ... about what existence is overwhelming when you have a sense ... but maybe no one will read ...


definitely woke up today not well .... or maybe I woke up very realistic ... to look pretty fantastic in the world ... scares me everything that happens ... and no where to go ... I refuse to believe that my future and my destiny is just in these four walls ... and dependent on someone else ... a boss who decides what will become of me ... my future career ... and therefore of my dreams ... of my ideals ... I am not resigned ... I keep my spirit ... but I need to get out of here ... keep running and all I have ... that I feel I'm missing ....

Saturday, August 18, 2007

A White Discharge Came Instead Of My Period

" THAT WOULD DO WITHOUT FREEDOM?



When I saw this scene the first time ... really moved me to the depths ... the history of this man besides be hollywodesca ... is awesome ... that their ideals were never broken ... never died ... that he had very clear and present ... that if the spirit of a dying man ... its existence then never made sense.

Mexicans assume to be free ... that we do what we want ... in fact so much so that now ... steal., raped, assaulted and no one says anything ... we are "free" to act as we want ... and it seems that no one thinks to stop ... We are also free to choose 'democratic' government that does not always meet the real needs that we as a people ... but rather we meet our whims ... and even then we still do not understand that democracy goes far beyond casting a vote in the polls ... Democracy is an attitude ... a lifestyle ... not only a form of government.

In particular I had to fight for my freedom ... personally I have not felt free ... if ... I repeat ... I do not feel free in this country ... in this my beautiful city ... much less in my own place of work ... I felt slave of corruption ... of aggression ... the lack of dreams and ideals ... conformism and having to keep quiet to keep a job ... a livelihood which unfortunately makes me feel at times that I'm alone ...

fight for my freedom has not been easy ... has been a constant struggle ... day by day ... and I confess that I have often dreamed of waking up and away ... perhaps the first step would be to quit my job ... but it is not easy to stay and say what I think ... no injustice to me and that everyone is against me ... and that with the passage of time feel that my work is in danger ... or worse ... be frozen at a desk where everything is and feel good for nothing ... because I'm not useful to the interests of others.

Everyday I wonder what is the formula to preserve the free spirit in a circumstance like this ... look at the photograph of my father in my office and put a sentence: is better to suffer injustice we are doing ... and I am sure that millions of Mexicans are wondering the same thing in their workplaces ... in circumstances ... especially when they come home and look at the hopeful face of their children ... feeling that one day soon they will lose, as we lose little by little.

Good question ... What would we do without freedom? ... Now I know ... and if we are reflective we would know all ... WE ARE NOT FREE ... if we are afraid ... if we lost dreams ... if you do not maintain an ideal ... NO LONGER FREE.

I want to be free ... I want my spirit is preserved in this ditch where I am ... I do not want to grow old and die prostrate on my bed and feel like Wallace said ... which would all lived after fleeing ... this moment that I get the chance to fight for my dreams ... to keep my spirit ... feeling that my life never really paid off. Miro

the face of my father in his photography ... sophia's face looked when I got home ... then I look in the mirror ... and all always find HOPE.

A kiss to all.

Friday, August 3, 2007

How Do I Configure D2nt

"LA VIDA ES BELLA"



life is definitely beautiful., No doubt ... and this love and immense respect I have for my father is mainly because it taught me to look at life from a very particular ... many people could not explain the why of his position as serene and peaceful ... to many circumstances ... to pain, sadness and betrayal ... and the spirit to perceive the beauty of the circumstances is a gift ... a virtue ... unfortunately many are missing.

learned to dream, to yearn., To maintain an ideal and strive for ... this scene from the movie moves me ... that this great man is not your child distorts reality ... teaches him that his heart always born a position to help you look closely around him ... simply always in my heart. And he saved not just life ... but the spirit ... and not die ... lives in his small forever.

every day I thank my father for his words ... his actions and his teachings at this point I say every day ... and nurture this spirit that grows ... strengthens ... and always recognized ... at any time if there is no doubt ... "Life is beautiful."

A kiss to all.