is curious how difficult it is me translate words .... now that perhaps my words are feelings ... and these days the feelings that I cover are melancholy ...
few days ago, the anniversary of the death of my father reminded me that I was not with me is his birthday in November and again remember that .... there is no longer slow to heal wounds is not easy to heal ... pain ... takes time ... how much?? I do not know ....
Many things happen in our lives and it is difficult to forget ... there are many that are not worth remembering ... especially if they were not so good ... but of course in any situation always arises an experience. .. how hard or painful it may be ...
That was the philosophy of my life ... any circumstance is worth learning ... no leaks ... so either by joy or sorrow and pain ... or ...
The day is cloudy today ... with a airesito between fresh and hot ... people move into their routines perhaps without thinking about the consequences of their thoughts and feelings .... and we're all there ... trying to avoid what we do not like to forget ... chest press us ... but nothing will not leave anything ... and nothing is out to take away something ....
must be rid of all that was left in the past is past ... ... and it will always remember this ... but there are sad things not worth remembering ... I will always remember the love of my father ... his teachings ... your image ... but the smell .... I do not want to relive all that I was sorry that was not good .... not anymore ... I do not want to think about it ....
Yesterday one of my patients told me ... "it is incredible that we get used to the bad ... we get used to the problems and pain ".... true ... nothing to take away a moment of happiness and maturity is worthy of our time ... it takes away the possibility of facing the most beautiful thing that life gives us ... and everything looks to eyes of sadness, pain ... failure ....
is not easy ... but will never be impossible ... I know ... despite being clouded by moments .. sunrise ... it's a strange day a good day .... to leave the past behind ... I have hurt to forgive what we have to forgive and to heal what we have to heal ....
Any day is a good day to remember my father ... any day is good to darken with the sadness of bad times ... bad times ... which makes me doubt the great woman I am today ....
A kiss to all ....
